HA HA!

I found the Bouffon! Sort of. I think. Aithur says its best not to think too much about this, so I won't. All I know is I have had a lot of fun in class today and yesterday.

On monday I saw something beautiful in Alvin, and believed that the idiot-bouffon was being superseded by the real Bouffon. On Tuesday my head literally exploded and I couldn't think or speak until the next day. On Wednesday I was vulgar and I loved it. Today I actually loved being a Bouffon.

Philippe worked with me on Wednesday and it was great - he told me that the audience loves me when I am vulgar and strong. On reflection, i know this to be true. If the bouffon is the part of you that loves to be naughty and blaspheme, then my bouffon lies in vulgarity - I love to be naughty in this way.

Tomorrow is the last day of Bouffon so I will try and conclude all these twines of thought post-mortem.